♥The Glamourous Revolutionary♥

Sunday, February 7

'It's not denial, I am just very selective about the reality I accept.'

I think I rested more than enough. Hahah spent my night mugging yesterday. So I am left with enzymes and a bit of carbohydrates. Hahah. While for em2, I am left with complex numbers. Gosh it's the easiest topic yet I kinda hate it? Hahah so dozed off then woke up because I dreamt of a clown killing me. Hahah no no no. It killed me. Hahah. For your information, I hate clowns. Including Ronald MacDonald. Yes him too! Gross, I thihnk the clown looked like The Joker from Dark Knight. Hahah. Blah. Good thing baby was still awake. Hahah. But I managed to fall asleep staring at the ceiling for like I have no idea how long. Hahah.

Today. I got up. Papa bought roti prata. So I took the egg one and made drinks for myself. Christopher's still sleeping. Apparently, he was at te airport mugging? Hahah. What the hell? Oh oh oh, I can't wait for the 26th. Heheh an all girls clubbing. Hahah. Place not confirmed but I am pretty on on on. What a way to end my misery aka finals. Hahah.

& Today's our 3rd month. Heheh fast fast fast. Happy 3rd month sweetie! I love you.

Looking for pictures to cover my glassssssssssssssssssss. & Study bay bay!

Cheers!

♥ 12:11 PM

Saturday, February 6

'If you only knew, how easy it would be to show me how you feel.'

Monday: Did a bit of EM2 then had a nice chat with Eileen from CBE. Gosh, she is ultra nice. Baby and I were like talking and asking her lots and lots of question. Then Baby and I met Eileen for dinner. Had dinner at Pizza Hut. It was hilarious. Hahah. I shan't even go into details because I might still be able to laugh non stop.

Tuesday: Bad bad Bay. I went for EDCA then didn't go for OBC and Electrotech. I even had time to go town. Hahah. It was an attempt to shop, but as usual there was nothing nice.

Wednesday: I had no CATS. & It was the last S&W class. Gosh, sad please. I actually enjoyed it. After school, went to Lot 1 to meet Mummy for an early meal. I bumped into Mr Ng Song Fu. Hehehe he still remembers me. Hahah miss him. He made my secondary 3 to 5 physics a joy to learn. Like literally.

Thursday: Pon EM2 then only went for Electrotech. Then pon OBC again to meet Belinda at town. I bused with Toby. Belinda and I saw Xin Hui first. Then we saw Yuresh and Josh. Hahah. Did lotsa walking yesterday too. Heheh. Finally bused home at 9ish. I was dead tired by then.

Friday: Practical test. I got alcohol. Hahah I was super scared that I did all the test just to make sure. Hahah. Good thing it's only 5%. Then went makan place after that. Waited for Baby to finish EDCA and we headed over to the bridge because they wanted to chee chong fan. Saw Belinda and Koon Hua too. So we went to Westmall. Eileen went to do her toes while Belinda and I decided to kill time. Oh we saw Huiting too! Heheh. Leslie came awhile later. I got my dye. Belinda came over CCK too we were rounding Lot 1 before she headed off and I went home. Suddenly feverish and light headed. Zzz. I doubt it had anything to do with the food. Because they only thing that can make me sick is tabasco sauce and chilli flakes but I didn't use much. Oh wells, I should rest soon.

On a lighter note. On Thursday, I was super scared that everything was just gonna end like that. Yes, I admit sometimes I don't say much because I really don't know what to say when we're out with our coursemates. Its either that or I just have very open friends who don't even see holding hands an issue. But I am not going to say anything about it. Because I am glad that you are making to effort to change. Yes sometimes, I feel lonely when I'm out with you and them. & At times, I feel like you don't really care although I know you do. Sometimes maybe actions speak louder than words. I am not asking you to like hold me, kiss me or hug me all the way. Maybe sometimes a little gesture makes a lot of difference. Nevertheless, I was super scared. I kept texting Bel and she told me to remain calm and that it would be alright. A relationship is never a bed of roses, I guess it takes issues like these to make us more aware. I love you sweetie!

Cheers!

Labels: IMY. ):

♥ 1:12 AM

Sunday, January 31

Labels: Heheh, May 2009. Look what I found again.

♥ 2:20 PM

'Children, obey your parents in everything, for this pleases the Lord.'
Colossians 3:20

Hello yellow bananas! Hahah. So so so yesterday I was like late! Tsk. I am very sure I was the first to get up. Like which in the world would get up at 7.38am on a Saturday? I think that idiot is me? Hahah. Okay so I did some chores, took my own sweet time and left house on time. But thanks to the jam, I was late. Darn nuggets! So on the way there, I saw Toby and Olivia. Then I saw my the Goh at SJI bus stop. Then when I got to PS, I saw my brother sitting like some homeless soul with his friends outside Rocky Mountain. Tsk, I had a strong feeling he was there and true enough he was. Imagine me happily staring at him waiting to get his attention. Hahah. I know, I am a good sister. Like totally. Hahah. So so so, went up to meet Baby, Leon and Marlar. We went to watch Leigion. Honestly, I have no clue what the storyline is about but too bad. As long as I remember, angels are good. Well I mean except for the fallen one that everyone knows. At least I know everyone knows. Anyways, the movie was rather ugh. It portayed that God have eventually gotten tired of the human race so he sent possessed people to wipe out all humanitarian. Rah, bogus. Like some apocalypse or something. Boo, honestly. Bad bad bad movie. Hahah okay shan't complain no more.

So after the movie, we headed to 313 to look for baybayme's jeans. Zzz. The Zara there was like omg. Hahah so didn't get anything there. Bumped into Ryan there. Then we headed to Ion. Attempt #2 to look for jeans. Mission accomplished. Hahah. I found it. Just that I need to alter a lot. Hahah I knew I was short but I didn't expect to be that short. Rah. Hmm, then we went down to the AX to look for Marlar and Leon. Oh oh oh gosh. The was this jacket it actually looked nice. But it was like $1000?! Hello? I can do wonders with that amount. Even go on a holiday or something! Hahah. & Then we headed to the food hall. We walked round in circles like a couple of times. Hahah. I saw Mrs Koh. I am so used to calling her Ms Kang. After all I came to the school was she was still Kang. Hahah Oh and there was cute little Kayla there. Then I saw Mr Vincent Koh. Hahah. Oops. Anyways, Leon went to send Marlar off to the mrt station while Baby and I went out to wait. But Leon never came back. Hahah. Too lazy to explain. But it was funny. Hmm, then we headed down to G2000 to meet Ifwat and his friend who was apparently somewhat I kinda know but cannot remember. Hahah. Well, maybe for all the Ian part. That one I remember clearly. Crystal clear. Hahah. Walked and walked.

Then went for dinner at BBQ chicken before attempting to go home! Hahah. So we walked to the bus stop but it was damn pack. In other words, no bus. Then we decided to take to the mrt. Ifwat and Yun Sheng sat all the way while Baby and I got off at Newton attempting to take the bus back. Normally, the bus stop would be empty but yesterday wasn't the case at all. & So we waited for cab. But no cab. Then we went to the taxi stand. Still no cab. Then I tried to call for cab. Still no cab. Then when I finally managed to get one, an empty on came. Hahah so we took that. Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Imagine waited for public transport for more than an hour plus plus plus. Hahah. So anyways, I got off first then Baby. Heheh.

Came home, Mummy was watching TV. Christopher wasn't even back. I excepted to get a little nagging because I came home late. But all I got was, 'Oh you're home? So what did you buy?' Hahah. Shocker there! Hahah. Yeah. So so so, she asked me make myself free on one of the days next week so that we can go Taka to get a Ralph Lauren shirt for Paps. Everything seems fine now but there's still some ^$&^*$#%$%& here and there, I hope my prayers every night for the 2 of them stays that way.

& When can I change my phone?! Phone phone line, hurry reach 1 year! I want a new phone before the Lunar New Year! Hahah. & Shopping part 2 coming soon! Its a must! Hahah.

Oh, damn it. I forgot I had my 6km run today! Argh. Crap!

After asking and asking I think they finally agreed. This is something I really want. Eileen Ong, this is something you should help me through. As of Easter right?

Cheers!

♥ 12:19 PM

Friday, January 29

'The ones I need in life are the ones who have been there almost all my life.'

Wednesday: CATS presentation went well. Hahah I think we did a relatively awesome job. Woots to that. & IG was the shizzzz. Hahah. I honestly love running up and down like some loose cannon. It helps me destress. Hahah. Bottomline is I enjoy for which is purely for leisure. Anyways, went home with Jing Yuan. I was having a bad headache so I turned in pretty early.

Thursday: Got up early and was early until I had to wait for 184/61/75/52. I got so impatient that I decided to walk to school. Hahah. School was alright. Electrotech practical was alright. It's over and done with I shall not even talk about it. Anyways, during lunch I decided to go emo a bit. I walked over to CC and was just sitting at the steps thinking. James appeared awhile later and we emo-ed together with wonka nerds. Hahah. We talked and stuff. It was funny and nice. Lecture was fine. After the break, Leon and I realised that the floor was more comfy. So we migrated. OBC was fries time. Hahah. We were into the topic on Lipids when Toby told me Yaozu wanted to see me. Hahah I was like what? Yaozu? Hahah so apparently he got accepted to PJC. Darn, pangseh. Awhile later Gq came out and as usual we were talking about the same stuff like what we'd always be talking about. Hahah. & Then something happened.

Yaozu: !@@#%$^#$$^#%@$*(&$ ...art. #@@#$%^%&&$%$#@ is a ...

Olivia: Why is @!##@%$^&$^^*% ...art?

Amelia: Oh, I ask God that everyday!

Ifwat: Bastard sia.

Yaozu, Ifwat, Gq, Olivia, Amelia: Roars of laughter.

(Those who were there will know.)

Today: Met Leon, Belinda at Fareast and we went to get Lion's ear pierce. Then had brunch at Pastamania. Started window shopping! I so wanna get a pair of jeans! Hahah. I don't know why but yes. Leon saw this super nice shirt at AX but it came along with a nice price too. Hahah. Didn't do much, cabbed to school. We were early. Hmm, waited for Tricia to pass me Quah's external hard drive. Hahah then went for lab. Lab today was mafan. Hahah but overall was alright. Came home after school. Bored as hell. Mass balance here I come!

Sidetrack: For the first time, I feel like I want to be alone. I am here to study not to make friends.

Cheers!

♥ 9:38 PM

Tuesday, January 26

Why can't I have a normal family? Is it too ask to ask for? I come home everyday only to here arguements or get into one. I don't ask for much, all I want is for everything to go back to how it was last time. Though, I feel that it is unlikely to happen because this is not something recent. It has been on going for years. Since you opened your mouth and said what you said just now, go ahead. Just don't screw my life for me and make it miserable and sad. I will not say anything. I will shut up for now on because what I have to say will mean nothing anyways. It never has and it never will be.

♥ 9:21 PM